Faith Journey Interrupted

Proper 8 July 2, 2006 Faith Journey Interrupted by Donald Hoffman

Mark 5:21-43

I suppose the greatest living preacher is Fred Craddock, a Disciples minister and a professor of preaching. I have admired him tremendously for decades. But even Fred Craddock had his moments when he doubted what he was there for.
  • One day, he says, a woman came to see him. She asked him to come out to the parking lot. He was a little nervous, but he followed her to the parking lot and to her car. She opened the back door, and slumped in the back seat was her brother. He had been a senior at the University of Oklahoma. He had been in a bad car wreck and in a coma eight months. She had quit her job as a schoolteacher to take care of him. All of their resources were gone. She opened the door and said, "I'd like for you to heal him."

    Craddock said, "I can pray for him. And I can pray with you. But I do not have the gift of healing."

    The woman got behind the wheel and said to him, "Then what in the world do you do?" And she drove off.

    What Craddock says he did that afternoon was study, stare at his books, and try to forget what she had said. (from Craddock Stories, p. 21)


The first time I heard that story, it made me so uncomfortable. I wanted to jump to Fred Craddock's defense. The woman had unrealistic expectations, I said to myself. Her brother's been in a coma for eight months. Craddock's honest in saying what he can and can't do. God meant him to be a great preacher. He probably DIDN'T have the gift of healing. Hardly anyone has that kind of healing gift.

But I also notice that in the story Craddock doesn't try to defend himself. And it makes me think, maybe I'm so defensive because I doubt my own ability to heal, and I don't want it tested.

It's like the fellow who was asked if he could play the accordion. "I don't know," he said. "I've never tried." If you asked me do I have the gift of healing, I'd have to say, "I don't know. I've never tried."
  • Many years ago I was in a meeting with a bunch of ministers, and one fellow was talking about all the interruptions he'd had that week. He'd start on one job and the phone would ring. He'd hang up and just be mentally changing gears, getting back to his task, and someone would come by the office to chat. And he had a funeral that week, and there were some time-consuming things he had to do with the bereaved family. Every time he would start to do something he was interrupted. Then he said, "Finally I realized: Maybe my ministry is interruptions. Maybe where I'm called to serve God is in the interruptions."


Jesus is on his way to heal a little sick girl, when he's interrupted. (Well, actually people say she's dead, although Jesus says she's only asleep.) Really, it seems that he interrupts himself. If he'd kept on going and said nothing, who would have known? But he stops and says, "Who touched me?"

"What do you mean, 'who touched you'?" say the disciples. "You're surrounded by a crowd. People are pressing in from all sides. There must be a dozen hands on you. There must be another dozen people with their hands out, TRYING to touch you. What do you mean, 'who touched you'?"

Jesus doesn't even listen to them. He's looking around, looking around. "Who touched me?" A dozen hands on him, but one feels different to him.

It works the other way, too. A dozen people touched Jesus, and they feel nothing. But one person who touches him feels different inside herself. It's a touch that Jesus feels. It's a touch that the woman feels. She knows he's talking about her. She can't stay anonymous. She has to come forward, even if it's with fear and trembling, even if she has to fall down on the ground in front of him. She has to tell her story.

And Jesus has to listen. Something about his character makes him want to hear that story. When he's heard it he calls her, "daughter." I think that word means something. He's making her part of his family.

Now listen: I'm asking you to read between the lines of the very brief story we have in Mark. Listen to this woman's story, and try to understand her as a real person. It's going to be hard, because we don't know her name. Here's what we do know: She has been bleeding for twelve years. Obviously not a lot, and maybe not all the time, or she would have already died, or at least been too weak to get outdoors and fight her way through a crowd. Physically she may not be all that bad off. But socially, oh, socially she's really, really sick. You see, she's untouchable. What the people of that culture call "unclean."

Adult women of that culture spend some time every month being unclean in just the same way. Their clothes are unclean. The bed they lie on is unclean. Any place they sit is unclean. Any utensils they touch, any food they prepare is unclean. Any person they touch, or who touches them, is unclean. But for most women it only lasts a few days each month. For this woman it goes on and on and on! She can never, ever be a part of her own family. She can never, ever be a part of her own culture. She is permanently unclean. She's an outcast.
  • She's like Ryan White, the little Indiana boy of the 1980's who had AIDS. They wouldn't let him go to school. They wouldn't let him in public buildings. People ran away from him, and scrubbed and sterilized anything they thought he might have touched. He was unclean. He was untouchable. He was an outcast.


Now as we keep reading between the lines, we can guess that at one time this woman was fairly well off. She's gone to doctor after doctor. The story says she's suffered much from many doctors. Now all her money is gone. Everything she had is gone.

Think about the worst illness you've ever had. Think about doctors who stuck you with needles and poked and prodded and did unnecessary surgeries, and prescribed unnecessary drugs, and made you hurt worse, but didn't help you. Think about the insurance company refusing to pay for obvious treatments. Think about Medicare claiming that the forms had the wrong codes entered on them. Think about prescription drug benefits that only seem to benefit the drug companies.

Then multiply that by twelve years!

And yet something inside her says, "If I could just touch that healer, I know I'd get better." Twelve years of mistreatment, twelve years of pouring her money down a rat hole, twelve years of  nobody wanting to touch her who isn't going to get paid for it. Yet she's still trying. She's still trying.

Jesus calls that faith. In fact he refuses to take credit for her healing. He says her faith healed her. And that says something to me. Maybe I'm not called to be a healer. But I am called to let people touch me. I am called to touch the untouchables. I am called to touch people who are unclean, contaminated, outcast. I am called to listen to people's stories. I am called to get into their story with them. I am not called to heal, but to allow their faith to heal them.

I think it is interesting that the disciples who were with Jesus thought the woman told a great story, in fact they remembered the story well enough to pass it on to Mark, but they didn't check deeply enough to learn the woman's name. Yet Jesus called her daughter. He made her a part of his family. He took time to listen. He let the untouchable woman touch him. And when all that happened, her own faith healed her.
  • An on-line friend of mine, Pam Tinnin, was telling this week of working in a food pantry, helping out-of-luck people. A very young freckle-faced woman, a girl really, with a toddler and a baby, came and started pouring out her story. Pam was very busy and didn't really want to take the time to listen, but something made her stick with the girl. She got her name, Beth, and the kids' names, Cindy and David. They were really just passing through on their way to San Diego. Beth told a very sad story.

    Then Beth said something that surprised Pam. "If you can't give us any food-because we're not from here and all-that's okay. I feel a lot betterŠI guess more than anything, I just needed someone to listen." Then Pam goes on to say:

    "It's only human to try and put things in order; to make a schedule; to control things. But life isn't like that; doing God's work isn't like that. Sometimes we have to let the Spirit carry us where it will, as scary as that sometimes seems. We've got to leave space in our lives for those times when we will unexpectedly see Christ standing right there in front of us. Who knows? We may even see him in the eyes of a frightened, freckle-faced girl. And when we see Him, how can we turn away? How can we turn away?"

    One time I was really in a hurry. I was on my way to a church that really needed me. A church that was dying, or maybe even dead. But I got sidetracked.

    I did get his name. His name was Val. He had a terrible stammer, one of the worst I've ever heard. I'd guess his stammer made him an outcast, an untouchable. How many people would want to take the time to hear his story, to really get to know him. I know that for a while I resented the time he was taking. I was in a hurry, after all. But I remembered my brother minister who said that he discovered that interruptions were his ministry. So I hung in with stammering Val, and listened. And he touched me. Well, he touched me for ten dollars worth of gas, and a meal in a nearby restaurant. And when I left him there in the restaurant, he was still stammering.


But how do I know he wasn't healed of some deeper illness, maybe even one that had plagued him for years? I'll never know for sure.

But this one thing I know. When I finally got to that church, the one that was dead or dying--I discovered that it wasn't dead after all, only sleeping.

The next time when you're really in a hurry, and someone interrupts you, remind yourself: Maybe interruptions are my ministry. The next time somebody tries to tell you the long and boring story of their life, go ahead, let them. Accept them as a member of your Christian family, a brother or sister or daughter.

The next time someone asks you for healing, go ahead. What have YOU got to lose? It'll be their faith that heals them, not you. Touch them. Listen to them. Maybe you'll see Jesus in them. Maybe your ministry is in your interruptions. Maybe Jesus is in your interruptions.

(Comments to Don at crestnch@televar.com.)

Creston Christian Church, Creston, Washington, USA