[Midrash] John 20:19-31

Lectionary Reflection Easter 2A by Wes Morgan
Easter brings us face-to-face with these questions, "In whom do you put your trust?" "With what do you trust that one?" Life, with all of its ups and downs demands that we answer these questions. These are "faith" questions. The Easter Season provides a wonderful opportunity for us to think about our faith. The 20th chapter of the Gospel according to John is a great resource for us as we do this reflection. According to John there are different types and levels of faith. There is faith that is based on signs, and there is faith that needs no signs. There is faith that is weak and faith that is strong. Some faith is shallow and some is deep. There is also faith which is growing and faith which is faltering. Most of us want our faith to be a "once and forever" thing. We don't want to have to keep struggling and deciding. But in John's Gospel, faith is not a decision made once but a decision that is made anew in every situation. A case in point -- Thomas was already a Disciple; but now in the face of the Resurrection, he must decide again. And he cannot settle for the experience of others -- "unless I touch..." In reality this is the basis for all faith that is growing. Each of us must come to our own faith, in our own way, and through our own experience. The beloved disciple, John, believed with no evidence but an empty tomb. Mary Magdalene believed because she heard her name. The ten Disciples believed because they saw. Thomas believed when he could touch. (Although it is not clear that he actually touched Jesus.) Fred Craddock writes, "For some, faith is as gentle as a child on grandmother's lap, but for others, it is continual wrestling with doubt." No matter how faith comes, it has to do with the gift of the Holy Spirit. It is this indwelling of the Holy Spiritual Presence of God that enables us to move beyond our demands for proof and come to faith. Jesus makes it plain that it is possible to come to faith without seeing! We will never be able to see enough to satisfy the doubts of darkness, fear, insecurity, or even of curiosity. Life demands that we answer the faith question for ourselves. "In whom do you put your trust?" Jesus looks at us from the Easterside of the tomb and says, "Do not doubt. Believe!" You can trust me -- with your life and your death! (Comments to Wes at wes77@cebridge.net.) First Christian (Disciples) Conroe, TX